he's sweet, but I don't wanna fall in love

Appearantly msn decided to just stop letting my messages go through when I was mid-conversation with three different people. I can receive messages, I just can't send them. THERE ARE PEOPLE DANGLING, AWAITING MY REPONSES.

Things are going well besides that. Spent the morning cleaning. Cleaned out the rabbit cage and the litter box, vacuumed my room, the living room, and the hall, and then I took the vacuum apart and washed the filter and holder etc. Being a neat freak was a good habit to pick up, but it does make me look kind of crazy.

I remember when I first moved in, my roomate Mel came home from work and I had done all the dishes, washed the insides of the cupboards, taken apart the stovetop components and soaked and washed them, scrubbed the bathtub, cleaned the toilet and sink, and beat and vacuumed all the rugs.

It's total habit, though. Dad has a disease that effects his immune system. A normal cold that would last maybe 3-5 days and be just annoying sniffles will put Dad in bed for almost a month. Growing up, EVERYTHING was cleaned when we were done with it. We had to boil cutlery and disinfect everything. The kitchen and bathroom were cleaned multiple times a week. It makes me look really OCD whenever I move in with a roomate, but I just am so used to cleaning everything immediately and continuously. Hell, I even make my bed every single morning before I leave the house.

I am going to be one of THOSE Mom's.

I also just ate an entire package of rice crackers in the time of my writing this. It's good to see my diet is going well, haha. Actually, yeah it is. I've lost almost 40 lbs. since June, and it's probably better that I ate a thing of rice crackers instead of a box of cookies.

Tonight is Jim Cuddy at centre of the arts. Mom is super jealous, but really I'm just going to take pictures and then getting the hell out of there. Jim Cuddy just isn't my scene. Though he is kinda cute for an old dude, in the 'I probably looked better when I was younger but now my face just looks like it is melting' kind of way. After that I was hoping to meet up with a friend for a drink... that is if I can get back on msn to talk to him. Grr.